Mama Pee Pee

Almost a man... my little boy has grown up.  I hear these thoughts randomly cross my mind and still remember the awe I felt as I looked at him for the first time.  Can't help to feel a little scared at what's to come.  Will he be a good man?  Will he call me?  Will I get along with his wife?  Will he have children?  Will I be close enough to care for them?  So many questions and yet we have no way of knowing what will happen.

Then I breathe in. Hold my breath and remind myself he just learned to peepee in the potty.  That's when I realize I have to enjoy each fleeting moment since it is just that fleeting.....